HAPPY 3rd BIRTHDAY CALEB!
Mommy loves you so much, and can't believe how much you are growing. These years since you were born have gone by so fast...I can hardly catch up, lol. But I am so happy the Lord blessed me with such a wonderful child. The only person I know that can melt my heart in an instant, and brighten up a gloomy day with a simple smile.
Caleb Jayden...Mommy's little man.
What in the hell happened to J. Holiday?
He came out with an album...joined someone on tour and then straight bounced. I'm gonna need him to come with it. If he stay gone too long the celebrity he gained will just fizzle away. But I love his music so I hope that doesn't happen. So until he comes out with some new I will be jamming to his new joint It's Yours.
Damn, I love Ne-Yo...I just watched this for the first time a few minutes ago, and it kinda got to me. Yea the video was sad, but that wasn't what got to me. It was the song itself. Put a lot into perspective for me about a current situation of mine...so, needless to say it hit home.
So what are you thankful for this Thanksgiving holiday?
I have three major things that I am than
kful for...
1.) Having a healthy and constantly growing son that lights up my day everytime I see him smile. Being a mother is definitely not easy, but it is a blessing...and everything I do it is for a better life for my son and I. Mommy loves you Caleb Jayden!!!
2.) Having my wonderful mommy!!! I know that no matter how many mistakes I make she will still be there for me. Supporting me, kicking my ass, and seeing the best in me. I love my mommy so much...she is my rock.
3.) Also happy that in a time of financial crisis the lord has blessed me with multiple ways to bring in a nice income, and do it all from home.
Right now in life I am truly blessed, and I am wishing all reading this a safe and blessed holiday!
Men = damn fools!
Okay I don't really mean that...it only applies to some of you. Now the story...
So I meet a guy, chat it up with him, make a nice little connect...you know the usual boy meets girl ish. So one evening I invite him over, and we have a good time just chilling with one another. I mean have you ever just sat with some one in straight silence and it didn't even bother you. That was pretty much how the evening went. Well with all this connecting on other levels later that night/early morning, we made our first "physical connection" :-p.
Now do you know right after our encounter...I mean immediately after this punk ass tells me he has a girl and this is his first time ever cheating *rolls eyes*...sure it is. This of course pisses me off because I'm like why are you telling me now...why didn't you bring it up in the midst of all that fucking silence. Needless to say he was out the damn door quickly afterward.
Well after a few weeks he is still trying to contact me, letting me know he only wants to befriend me. Saying he feels like our friendship could remain tight. So my dumb ass gives it a trial run...why the hell did I do that. Everything cool at first, nothing sexual or physical...all light fun and convo. So he comes over last week for a CD and to hit up the CPU...and next thing I know, I hear moaning coming from the speakers of my laptop. So after I smack the back of his big ass head and take my laptop away and close out all the pale, pasty asses from my computer screen...he decides he wants to come up behind me and let me see how excited he got from the wafer thin blonde chick. Again he was dismissed from the crib.
Now a call today...apologizing and then asking for a favor. He says he wants a few CDs and will pay me for them. Now as much as I do not want to see him...I DO NOT turn down cash, lol. So I get him some CDs ready and 30 minutes later...a knock. But wait the hell up, it's not just his ass at the door...this dumb ass brings his GIRLFRIEND. Walks up in the crib, and the first thing he says is baby this is my "sister"...we got mad love for each other. He then proceeds to tell me that is his fiance...with no kind of ring on her finger AT ALL. Now usually, my normal self would bust his ass on out before they even got through the damn door. But I couldn't do it this time because 1. I already feel bad that I slept with him, 2. she knows he cheated but not that it is me, and 3. this broad already looked a lil looney tune by the eyes. I may act foolish, but I'm no damn fool...I choose my battles wisely.
Needless to say...once he put some mileage between us I laid his ass out. I know for a fact he will NEVER attempt to call me ever again in life. Bringing his girl to my house so he can cover his ass...when he wants to come through. I know thats what he was up to...who you think you gamin' honey.
So...have you heard it?
Britney Spears new album...loves it.
No matter what she does or does not do this chick comes out with some hot tracks. PERIOD!
I am bumping the hell out of Britney and Kanye right now (that doesn't even sound like it goes together, lol).
Wanna hear it...Brit is currently streaming it on IMEEM.
Although, I have already downloaded the album I do plan on buying this album when it comes out December 2nd.
Yea so I figured it was about time I start doing the blogging thing. All the cool kids were doing it, lol. Anyway, this will be a mixture of things seeing that most days I go off about 4 hours of sleep...and spend the majority of my time online. Therefore, all my online finding, all my late night babble, my new fitness venture, and my ups and downs will be posted HERE.
Damn that MySpace blog of mine...too many family members read it any way.
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