Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Damn Brit...






Okay, I AM such the Britney Spears fan, and have been since I was a little girl. So with all the Britney-mania going on recently I was really happy she was getting her moment to set things straight, and show that she was human and fucks up too. I am enjoying her album and feeling her look right now BUT...wtf is that shit in the video above. Since when is it okay for your background dancers to outdance you. I mean EVERYONE knows Britney lip syncs and I always figured it was because of her full out performances. But seeing her on Good Morning America put my ass right back to sleep. All this damn hype and the performance was just sooo bland. Please Brit put some pep in your step and shake your ass like you used to...DAMN

Monday, December 1, 2008

I AM A MOTHER!!!!

I hate it when older folk try to play my parenting skills. Yes, I am a young mother...but what is your point?

I am a young mother with a good ass job, getting an education, and still has time for my son EVERY SINGLE DAY! No, I'm not constantly in someone's club, constantly having others watch my child or take on my responsibility. Anyone that knows me...knows if you see me, my son is close by.

Everyone assumes that because of my age (21) I can not fully understand the sacrifices and responsibility of motherhood. Needless to say, I am very much aware how much time, patience, and sacrifice is involved in my roll as a mother. I can count numerous times when I needed something, but my son was growing out of his clothes so I put my ish on the back burner. A few times when I didn't eat to ensure my baby had a full meal. Staying up until 4 in the morning with a sick child and STILL going to work.

Whether you realize it or not...I AM A MOTHER, and a damn good one. I would give my son the world if I could. No matter my circumstances I will be his provider, teacher, disciplinarian, motivator, and everything else he needs.

I'll do it later...

I swear that should be my mantra.

I am the hugest procrastinator EVER! Only time I do things in a timely manner is when other people are depending on me. But when I am doing things like finishing assignments, making business calls, or typing up a report...I wait until the very last minute. Hell I even procrastinate when it comes to cooking dinner.

I never really worried about it before because no matter what...things still got done. But NOW I have put myself in a bind for waiting until the last damn minute to do something, and its fucking up my money. Now a chick is hurt...because if I would have done what I was supposed to do as soon as I got the task, I would be paid right now!

I have to end this bad ass habit. So I am about to make a list of all the things I should be working towards right now. My incentive for completing this list is yet to be determined...but I will think of something to keep me motivated. I might have to start doing this every week.